Welcoming the Arrival of Ramadan

Alhamdulillah The Holy Month of Ramadan is here again. The month of fasting and prayer. It's the month for performing good deeds and giving in charity. It's the month when the gates of the heavens are opened and the rewards for our deeds are magnified many times over. It's the month wherein sins are forgiven and it's also within this month that we have Lailaturqadar, a night better than a thousand months.

Fasting teaches us about ourselves and our needs. It shows us how weak we are and how truly dependent we are upon our Lord. It shows us how much Allah has blessed us. We are reminded of our brethren those who are less fortunate and are inspired to treat them well. We are compelled to thank Allah and to use the blessings He has provided us in obedience to Him.

So take advantage of life. Memorise the Book of Allah and act upon it.. Salam Ramadan to my dad, mum, Marlisa, Shahril, Nazar, brother in law, sisters in law, nieces,nephew and all. Ahlan wahsalan Ya Ramadani.

' Hope and Change ' for Palestine

As many of you no doubt heard, the "Peace Flotilla" to end the siege in Gaza was stopped and the Turkish MV Mavi Marmara attacked by Israeli naval commandos with at least 9 killed and dozens wounded. First of all, Inalilahi wa Inalilaihi Rajioon...our thoughts and prayers go for the dead, the wounded, and their loved ones. But hopefully the story doesn't have to just end here with this tragedy.

Hopefully all of the countries involved with this humanitarian mission (esp. Turkey) will now not only take some concrete actions to protect THEIR sovereignty (including upholding the right to travel in international waters unmolested) and ensure the safety of THEIR citizens (including seeking justice for any transgressions threatening their well-being), but will also help fulfill the aspirations of their brave wounded and fallen countrymen to lift the siege of Gaza.

Hopefully we will see increased diplomatic, economic, and maybe even politico-military pressure on Israel to end both the siege and the occupation from all freedom loving nations of the world.

Hopefully their brave example will inspire millions around the world to finally "walk the walk" and actively take up the cause of Gaza and the Palestinian people. Hopefully, we will see the divestment movement expand. Hopefully the people of Lebanon, Syria, Jordan, and the Gulf nations will come together to help ease the suffering and pain of the millions of Palestinian refugees within their borders. Hopefully the people of Egypt will be sufficiently inspired by the staggering courage of these activists to stand up to their dictatorial government and demand and end to its complicity in the submission and starvation of their neighborly brothers and sisters in Gaza (and to fight for their own emancipation from autocracy and tyranny in the process).

In the long run, hopefully the people of powerful Saudi Arabia will begin lobbying their government to take a more active role in ending this six decade long conflict. Hopefully this will be the spark that finally ignites the same type of people power that decisively yet peacefully overthrew British imperialism in South Asia, dismantled the apartheid regime in South Africa, and demolished segregation and Jim Crow in the US.

We might even see more peace convoys than ever before; more ships manned by peace activists from around the world trying to break the siege of Gaza than the Israeli navy has ships to stop them...Insha'Allah their courageous sacrifices will not go to waste.

Hope, not blind hatred from our sense of outrage and righteous moral indignation, is our best anesthetic and weapon now and today she "Hope and Change" mantra rings truer than ever for plight of Palestine and her people.

Life…. Will just like a life..

Why life is so sux sometimes???
You must follow the damn rule, listen whatever silly people say that you even don't care about it. Or even it didnt match with ya? Judge you with anything they can found.Why people can not understand that everyone is different? Everyone has a different thought? Every single human has a HEART that maybe you can hurt it easily!

Why people can't just stop and look at theirself? Let everyone else do what they want to do! You see someone with an odd habit that you think it's not good, so what??? Maybe s/he thinks it is exiting? So why you really care about it and talk with your friends about her/him as s/he is a criminal? it doesn't bother you anyway.

Maybe you don't realize that it will make you as the most mean people in the world. You make her/him lost her/his spirit, you make her/him down. Why this little silly people didnt just dissapear?? If it does, World will be a better place, and more peacefull ..!

Going back,present,forward….

It has been long time from my last post! Even I almost forgot that I have this blog. Well, maybe because I'm too open now, so, you, my best bestfriend, forgotten for awhile, sorry! Haha.. To be honest, I'm not in the good feeling right now . So, I remember this blog and I read all of them! Suprizingly, it help much! It warn me to back to my track, I lost too long now, and I must to go back immedietly, or I never can back anymore!

I have been thinking much lately, and somehow I just realize that I'm kinda weird, what a surprise! I'm not like the regular girl, I'm not get into shopping or anything that most girls doing. Well, the problem is I have some stuff that more interesting to do. Something, even when I'm too lazy, itching to do that. Guess what? if you a good friend of mine, you'll know it, yeahh, computer.

My boo : Mr Lappy

Gorgeous 'boo' :-)

I'm crazy about computer and music. I will see the beauty in them. Music + computer?? Way much better. It helps me to express my feeling. I'm hard to show my feeling to everybody else, but with them, I can express it easily. Ask me, "choose one,.. one hour at mall or 5 hours in front of computer?" hmm...that would be an easy question for me. Because I never bored, there's always something that I can do with computer. Even I can write a song with it. I'm not good in poetry and believe me, the lyrics is so lame... but I do that because I love doing the music, it's just the magical happen. I always can't start a conversation. I dunno why, my brain just stuck. But in the messenger, I can flow anything that I want to say.

It's hard to me to say : I love you, I care about you, You're my bestfriend, even Thank You and other stuff, directly to the person. But on the internet, that words just slips out whenever I want to say them. Don't get me wrong, I'm not cocky or something, I just don't know how I must to say it. I prefer to make a video on the computer for hours than say it directly.

Until now, I never ever tell my personal feeling to anybody, never told my problem to anyone, Even to my mom. Maybe you think that I am an open person, all people think that, but hey, actually I'm a close person. Did I ever told you my secret? The trully secret? NEVER! but on the blog like this, I can do that easily! Amazing, huh!
I love you guys, but somehow I can't tell you anything, with unknown reason. It's like I have my own world, when I'm in other world, I can't trust anybody to keep my secret. Like I can't trust my secret to alliens....lol sorry guys!